i m sick
haiz
o wells
my temp reached an all time high of 39.8 degree celcius
wa
o really din noe tt my temp was so high la
then my mom still say tt my fever nothing la
not tt high
wth la
o wells
shall not be angry with my mom
i pinky promised tt i wld get better
n being angry wun help
so i wun be angry
ya
o wells
my grandfather passed away last nite
after i slept la since i slept b4 10pm
ya
haiz
so sad
but its better tt he went earlier la
cus he had cancer
and he's been in n out the hospital many many times
he lost alotalotalotalot of weight
it was v sad to see him suddenly become so frail n weak
n he kept telling us tt he's ok
tt he'll be better n all
as hard as we all tried to be optimistic
it was v difficult
since we knew tt he had stage4 cancer
n tt his liver was practically gone due to the cancer
so ya
at least now, he wun be suffering anymore
there would be no pain anymore
we'll all miss my grandfather a lot
he always cooks for us
our dinner n all
how everytime we are to go dwon as a family to his house to have dinner
he'll be v impatient
calling us at 5+ to ask us when we are going down for dinner
he wld have prepared all the food already by then
he wld always ask us what we wanted to eat the next day
n he wld cook it for us
he knew how i like nasi lemak
n cook it often
n bringing up extra ikan billis for me cus i like it alot
he wld buy some food or kuey for me when he came to my house last time when i was still at home when he came over so i wun be hungry
he always made sure tt none of us were hungry
tt was how he cared for us all
i still remember last time when i was small
then he let me frink some of his beer
then i wld always go "eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...bu hao he"
then he wld laugh at me
haha
o wells
i miss my grandfather
but at least
he's not in pain anymore